Are you a Starseed? Does it really matter? - My experience attending a Soul Planet course.
I didn’t realize things were trends when I was becoming interested in them.
As I continuously looked outside of myself for answers about myself, this journey led me to a woman who offered sessions telling clients about their soul portraits (their home planet, gifts, purpose, challenges in this life). I starved for information about WHO AM I? WHERE AM I FROM? WHY AM I HERE? In typical Jessica fashion, I read a sentence or 2 on her website, then quickly booked a session (and it was pricey). I needed answers NOW.
This is a bit of a continuation from my blog on My First Night on Ayahuasca. Some of the people I met at The Aya Retreat I went to seemed to have some spectacular experiences on the medicine there. Some felt only love, others talked to large preying mantises, and some felt cured of alignments like anxiety.
My First Night on Ayahuasca
I kneeled before an Ayhauscero on a Monday night in Guanacaste, Costa Rica.
It was a warm night.
I love warm nights with a hint of humidity and a moon so bright and big it’s almost a dream.
I had just waited behind a line of people who have all carefully picked out what mattress they would call home for the night to kneel in front of a man who was about to blow rapee’ (raap-eh) up my nose.
Duality of beliefs
I am at an interesting crossroads where I have beliefs in and practice things like energy healing, psychic abilities, mediumship, Light Language and so on. Yet, I don’t believe in some popular people in the world practicing these things. Most seem like out-right frauds...
the disenchantment of reiki.
On Instagram I once spoke about how Reiki and Yoga are pretty much multi-level-marketing schemes. I lost a bunch of followers. I lost the ones who aren’t ready, aren’t open to other “truths” who just want to stay in their bubble. I, myself, am a Reiki Master + Karuna Reiki II....
An old millennial waking up from New Age Spiritual lies. Disillusioned & Disenchanted. Join me on this journey if you’re open to new ideas and challenging your beliefs.